You thought us gone

But we are not

We are still here

We have not finished

It will be done

The human mind is a scary thing.

Hello.  Been a while since I posted..  And no, I'm not dead, disappointingly enough.  Well, I guess I should explain some stuff and stuff.  Well, here goes..


The whole Slender Man thing?  Didn't happen.  Well, it sort of did.  In my head, it did.  Sort of hard to explain.  Let me start from the beginning.  A friend and I were discussing the whole thing, and we had some sort of theory.  Now, I had already been doubting myself with the whole thing.  We thought that possibly, was the thing SOMEHOW some sort of hallucination?  Some sort of insanity, where I thought stuff was happening?  Because, that's what it seems like now.

I thought about it myself.  Shortly before this ordeal, I had wanted to suicide.  I was under an enormous amount of stress.  I, obviously, didn't.  But, was the entire thing some sort of post-stress thing?  I dunno why it actually happened, but after that, there were hallucinations of Slendy.  I had recently found out about it, so that may be the trigger.  Some sort of embodiment, something that scared me enough to distract me from myself.  (Cause DAMN, that thing is pretty scary.)  I guess.  So, I was thinking.  Everything that happened, whether I posted it on the blog or not, can probably be explain with this.

Seeing "Him"  everywhere without people seeing it?  Hallucinations.

Thinking an actual IRL friend saw it?  A bit of some sort of insanity, I guess. Not sure.  Some sort of false memory?  Any information on this would be helpful.

I do remember mentioning to friends that "He" left a burn mark on my wall.  That is no longer there.  Probably a hallucination, because my parents never noticed it, and believe me, I would've gotten in trouble.

The one kid in my school who was also being chased?  Not totally sure.  Probably the same case as when an IRL friend saw it.

And, my one friend who "went missing"?  He moved away.


So yeah, there's that.  I guess I may still use this blog.  Not sure, though.  But, this is where I stand.\

And, Rin, if you ever read this:  I'm sorry.

Message Analysis 001

I decided to format future posts into so that the title says if a message from SM is involved.  Today, He posted something on my FaceBook.  Here it is:

WEWATCHEDANDWAITEDFORHIM

BUTHENEVERCAMEFORUS

WEOBSERVEDFORMILLENIA

ANDSOONTHEOBSERVATIONENDS


...yeah.  So, the most interesting bit of this is about "millenia".  Has Slender Man really been around that long?  And, observed what exactly for millenia?  And the observation ends soon.  Interesting.  Anyway, this is sort of worrying..  But, I dunno.  I guess this sums it up.  We'll see what everyone else makes of it.




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Not gone yet,

Pikalulz pointed out that I haven't made a post.  SO, here it is.

Happy?

kdsjcfhasdjgvhjcasxjswx!!

Anyway, not much has happened and stuff.  So yeah.  Still tired as fuck, though.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I'm tired. I need to get more sleep. Not getting much lately.

Some serious shit just went down.

Yeah.. Dx Well, to start off baseball bats don't work. FYI.
So yeah, my internet went down, which is presumably when He was on my Windows Live Messenger.
So, I grabbed a baseball bat, since I couldn't think of anything else, and just sort of sat on my couch for a bit, hanging on to it.
After a bit, He was there.
Now, my memories a bit, um. "Dim" after that, but I think I like ran up to Him, and tried to hit Him...
That didn't work.
I seriously just woke up a few minutes ago... Was unconscious I think.
Bat's gone. There was blood on the ground. It wasn't mine. I have no injuries, as far as I can tell/

Erm. Wtf.

Okay. So. Tonight, while looking through My Videos for a clip I had downloaded, I noticed a video file titled "FIELD.wmv" I watched it, because I had not put it there, and, well guess who put it there? I don't really remember any of the video. Just it was basically text. And creepy as hell.

I tried to send it to a friend over Windows Live Messenger, and the file size was HUGE, and it was a 1-minute video. So, I decided to go into Sony Vegas to try to reduce the file size, and when I tried to compress, the words:
"CAN'T LET YOU DO THAT"
appeared on my screen. Then, Sony Vegas closed. The file is now gone from my computer.

What.

YOUWILLNOTSUBMIT?

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THEYARETURNING

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Isolation

Yeah, sorry about there not being an update for a while. Been sort of lazy. Since I'm losing a lot of sleep, been tired as hell. School work's been suffering, too. >.> Not that I care much anymore.  I guess I should tell you some happenings with not-so-good ol' Slendy.

Lately, I've been sort of distant from everyone.  Especially in real life. (A lot of my friends are on the internet. >.<)  I even lost a few friends, after telling them about this. They think I'm lying, blah, blah, blah.  I don't really care anymore about that.  Anyway, on basically all my school work, there's that damn Operator Symbol.  I don't even remember drawing them. I just get up to to turn some shit in, and Boom. It's there.

On the subject of friends, I may have dragged one into this. He believes that he saw Him. Even as I was typing this, he mentioned seeing Him once again.  You're probably reading this. I'm truly sorry for dragging you into this.. Anyway, on this subject, the same friend got some weird messages from either Him, or me while being insane, I guess.  The following messages were sent from my Windows Live Messenger account:
tAc hGa nWi
GNITIAW
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To these, my friend responded "Why must you talk in code?"

This message was sent:

NOFUN


Anyway, yesterday on the bus ride home, I saw Him.  He was standing on the tentacle...Things.  Like really tall. And, a few were spread out and above Him too.  Kind of fucking scary.  No one else seemed to notice, but that may have been because everyone on my bus (and most in the school, for that matter) are complete idiots and always doing some sort of stupid shit.


Have I ever mentioned I have woods on all sides of my house?  Well, I've seen Him in every single one.  So, this weekend, I am planning on venturing into these woods.  Of course, I'll be bringing a friend. And a video camera.  The videos will be either posted Saturday night, or early Sunday. I'll update again once that's done.

Power outages at school are no longer fun.

Well, I finally went back to Hell I mean school today.  And, well, it was... Interesting.  To say the least.

So, there was a pretty big storm today.  During school, the power went out.  We still had classes, of course.  I had to use the restroom, and while walking on the second floor hallway, I saw Him.  At the end of it, just standing there... I kind of just stood there in shock.

A bit later, I noticed some other kid staring at the same spot with also a terrified look on his face.  A would've talked to him, but he ran.

I plan to to talk to him tomorrow.  If he also is being chased, then this could be useful.  Actually having an ally with real experience.

I'm not as insane as I thought.

 So, I haven't updated in a bit.

Anyway, I've been seeing a lot of Him lately.  At first, I thought it was a hallucination, and a few sightings still might be hallucinations, but my friend saw it too.  We saw Him twice in the house on the same day.  That really creeps me out...

Anyway, another thing that makes me think I'm going insane is the cryptic messages.  There's a bunch of text documents, weird stuff on Windows Live Messenger, and even a Youtube video on my old account.  Here's a link to that video, by the way, if anyone wants to help decode it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g81f-uW1n_4

It still scares me a lot how he was in the house.  It worries me.. Like, a lot.  Sorry for the short post and stuff.  I just need help with that video, because it's weird and stuff. o.e;;

A Calm Day

So far, today, not much to report.  I didn't see Him at all today, no calls about my friend, nothing.  So, I've decided to make a blog post. 

So, anyway, I'm on vacation on Florida.  I am from Ohio, where it's been really cold lately, so it seems blistering hot to me.  Today, it's actually pretty nice outside, but I'm too scared to be outside.  So, I'm spending my time indoors on a laptop. Sounds exactly like me.

Anyways, this stupid rain really ruined my day. I was supposed to go to an awesome restaurant right next to this giant lake, and then go swimming, but no. But, this restaurant's food is amazing~.  You can even order alligator there, and that tastes really good. Like, if you haven't tasted it yet, then go do it.  Take chicken, and make 5,678,243 times better and you have alligator. 

Anyway, not excited for another plane ride tomorrow.  First, from where I'm staying at Florida, it's a 2 hour drive. Then, about a half-hour to 45 minutes just to get to the gate, from there is about 5 minutes of waiting.  Then you finally get on the plane, for a 2 hour 6 minute plane ride! And, then an hour drive from the airport to my house.  Thank god I'm patient.

Also, regarding my last post, I did see some irony. On the last post before "Changes", I did say something about how this was beginning like a Slender Blog, then saying that they were all fake.  That's actually sort of hilarious. Now, I do think that a bunch of the Slender Blogs are fake. But, a lot are also real, and

Fuck.  So, I just went outside where my brother and some random kid were playing.  They were saying something about a man in a business suit standing at the end of the street.  So, I looked down the street, and He was there.

God. Dammit.

Changes

This is gonna be a quick-type post. Laptop's almost out of battery. Possibly longer post tomorrow.

It's amazing how much changes after you see Him.  Him being... I think we all know who.  He was just standing at the end of the street.  Now, those of you who ARE being chased by Him, you know that feeling you get.  Or, at least, I get.  I just felt a paralyzing fear... I honestly could not describe it.  Anyway, saw him, then ran out of there. FAST.

Over those next few days, I saw him a minimum of once a day. I had thought I was going insane. So insane that I went out for a walk one night to get a picture. After walking for a while, I looked up and saw Him.  About 3 yards away.  I didn't have enough time to get a picture. But, I dropped the camera.  So, the camera is lost, sadly.. But that night was one of the scariest.

A few days later, I go to vacation to Florida, which was yesterday.  The first day we got there, everything was fine, yay yay yay.  I actually slept that night too. The next day, today,  everything was fine in the morning.  However, before I say what happened that afternoon, here's a bit of afternoon.  One of my friends, a really food friend, was acting all paranoid, looking outside a lot, y'know typical stuff.  This afternoon, I get a call.  That friend went missing.  Did I mention I told him a believed I was being stalked by Slenderman?

So, I already have a friend missing... Oh God help me.